Diciembre 2011

Oh my. That's all I have to say about 2011 yet again. Since my last post not a lot has happened. Nothing of any real substance anyway.   I received a really nice gift, if you want to call it that, on my birthday... the annual employee Christmas lunch at my place of employment. We had a really good cook prepare the meal. It was awesome. Yep, I'm talking about it a week later. And no, I was definately not the cook!

My life as of late...

I have been put through so many ups and downs this year (2011). Seems like mostly downs. The April 27th tornadoes. My dad breaking his arm & hurting his back. Finding out about our fertility issues. Being volunteered for so much that I don't need on my plate. The feeling of just being lonely and having no friends.

I guess so good things that have happened is I've found out who my true friends are. That handful of people who will take me as I am. 

I've had many thoughts of jealousy this year... because of these fertility issues. It's hard to be happy for someone when they are getting what you want so much. And people keep telling me "It will happen for you"... yeah right. It ain't happened yet, sister!

My best friend has tried her best to keep me sane. She has had a rough time doing it! But we are as close as sisters now because of it. And that part I wouldn't trade for the world.

So has anyone ever been through adoption classes? OMG how hard is that stuff!