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Monday, February 20, 2012

Ugh....really?

I feel really depressed right now. I want a child so much. It really hurts my soul every time I see the pictures my cousins or classmates post of their babies. Although I am happy for them, it still makes me envious.  Why has it been so easy for them?  My hairdresser said they were trying not to get pregnant when they did. Everyone says, "it will happen when it's supposed to". Hello people! We are not getting any younger!

Like I read in an article, I am going through the grieving process.  It's a looooong road for me.  Some days I'm fine. Some days it hits me like a tons of bricks.  So please be sensitive to my feelings when you are bragging on your bundle of joy, because I don't have one.

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Home Study

It seems to me that this whole process is taking forever. We started this journey through DHR at the end of August 2011, and still do not have a completed Home Study.  Of course the first two months were spent in the GPS/Deciding Together class. But I am still frustrated that it's taking so long just to get the Home Study written and it still has to be sent to Montgomery for approval! Prayers are definately needed.